Post by alicec on Feb 6, 2009 18:24:30 GMT -8
Alice gently pulled her car into the parking lot of the park then turned the engine off and glanced around. She hadn’t been here in what seemed like forever...She used to either be home, shopping or {When she was a vampire} Hunting. Yet she did like to wander around the park to get some fresh air. She opened the car door then stepped out feeling a cool breeze wave past her making her hair move a bit. She wasn’t all that used to actually having to breath...The whole change was very weird and wrong to her but she needed to adjust to it somehow. She began to think of why they all changed...and why she still had her powers...and, of course, why she couldn’t see anything about them changed. But the thought just made her head ache so she shook her head a bit then walked forward.
Being human was odd...even walking felt funny. It wasn’t like how a vampire would walk. She felt more clumsy as a human, more open to getting hurt. She then thought about how she had just gotten over a cold…She hated being sick. How could humans deal with all of that? Plus of top of it the weather changed and made her either hot or cold. She hated that too…She took in a deep breath as she kept walking. She wondered just how everyone else was keeping…if they were alright and if the change had effected the others just as much as her. She knew Jasper was having a hard time adjusting and she felt awful because really she wasn’t sure how to comfort him. She barley knew what to do or how to be human herself! All she could do was be there by his side and tell him things would get better. Though of course she couldn’t see anything about them changing so she didn’t know if things would really get better. She crossed her arms feeling cold…Darn weather…She left her jacket in the car and didn’t feel like going back to get it so she kept walking through the park. She saw a bench then went over and sat down…her mind still wondering on all sorts of topics that went unanswered. It was literally driving her crazy since she couldn’t see anything about the change. She rested her head in her hands and tried hard to see something…Anything about them changing and if things would get better…But nothing came. It frustrated her and gave her an extremely bad headache but she wasn’t going to stop…she wanted to know and she needed to for her and her family.
Being human was odd...even walking felt funny. It wasn’t like how a vampire would walk. She felt more clumsy as a human, more open to getting hurt. She then thought about how she had just gotten over a cold…She hated being sick. How could humans deal with all of that? Plus of top of it the weather changed and made her either hot or cold. She hated that too…She took in a deep breath as she kept walking. She wondered just how everyone else was keeping…if they were alright and if the change had effected the others just as much as her. She knew Jasper was having a hard time adjusting and she felt awful because really she wasn’t sure how to comfort him. She barley knew what to do or how to be human herself! All she could do was be there by his side and tell him things would get better. Though of course she couldn’t see anything about them changing so she didn’t know if things would really get better. She crossed her arms feeling cold…Darn weather…She left her jacket in the car and didn’t feel like going back to get it so she kept walking through the park. She saw a bench then went over and sat down…her mind still wondering on all sorts of topics that went unanswered. It was literally driving her crazy since she couldn’t see anything about the change. She rested her head in her hands and tried hard to see something…Anything about them changing and if things would get better…But nothing came. It frustrated her and gave her an extremely bad headache but she wasn’t going to stop…she wanted to know and she needed to for her and her family.